::ANTARA AKU & DIA::

Aku Hina, Jadi Jangan Dekati Aku!

2009-05-10T13:54:00.002+08:00

Manusia memang tak dilahirkan sempurna

Ye, aku manusia yang tak sempurna

Sangat tak sempurna

Dulu, masa kau mahu kawan dengan aku

Sudah aku bilang

Perempuan jenis apakah aku ini

Penuh kekurangan di sana sini

Tapi kau mahu juga

Nah, sekarang

Kenapa mesti kau ungkitkan semua kekurangan aku?

Berapa kali mesti aku bilang?

Aku memang hina

Kekurangan di sana sini

Apa lagi yang kau mahu dari aku?

Pergi kau

Jangan dekati aku!

080808

2008-08-12T15:52:00.001+08:00

He wrote this to me:

hmmm....
I never says it your fault
even though you could have done more
oh why so naive
how could this been done
By such a smiling sweetheart
Ohh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly world

Something so beautiful yet to revealed
Ohh that when every time I look inside u
oh it almost revealed
I know, u knows that i'm not fond of asking
True or false, it may be...
so take my hand, my humble hand
will guide u through these ugly world
ugly faces, ugly story please stay away from my dear
she's my precious stone so put away your hand off her
The greatest super power i've ever learnt
"An ability to choose your way"
When u still have time, to make your way
The turning point is here
why so NAIVE

-The Silent Story Teller-
08-08-08

His love so pure and sincere...
-end-

His Birthday Today

2008-08-11T13:46:00.002+08:00

11th August.

Happy Bithday

Wish u good luck in whatever u do, and may ur life full of joy and happiness

11th August

His Birthday

Lampu Suluh

2008-07-08T10:22:00.001+08:00

Di satu lorong yang panjang,
Ada seorang gadis.
Dia sedang melalui satu lorong yang panjang.

Dia hanya bergantung kepada lampu suluh
Yang berada di tangan kanannya.
Dia berjalan perlahan-lahan,
Sentiasa berhati-hati untuk mengambil setapak langkah.

Sudah separuh perjalanan yang dia ambil,
Lampu suluhnya yang menjadi penyuluh jalannya yang gelap
Tiba-tiba terpadam.
Dia panik.

Gelap.
Kiri kanan semuanya gelap.
Pandangannya gelap.
Dia tidak tahu bagaiman harus dia melangkah tanpa lampu suluhnya.
Dia cuba memperbaiki lampu suluhnya di dalam gelap.
Dia ketuk-ketuk, tapi masih tidak berfungsi.

Dia seakan ‘hilang’ arah tujuannya,
Dia meraba di dalam kepekatan malam itu.
Dia sudah semakin berputus asa.
Lama dia berteleku, dia tidak tahu bagaiman harus meneruskan perjalanannya.

Kunang-kunang.
Beberapa ekor beterbangan di depannya.
Dia mengekori si kunang-kunang.
Sampai akhirnya…..
Dia terpandang cahaya.

Ya, ada cahaya.
Tapi bukan dari lampu suluhnya itu,
Ia cahaya yang lebih terang dari itu.

Dia mendongak ke langit yang terbentang luas,
Bintang-bintang bertaburan
Bulan bulat mengambang penuh.

Cahaya itu yang membantunya keluar dari lorong yang gelap
Dan akhirnya dia menemui jalan pulang.

My Vow To You

2008-06-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share
When you are sick, for you I will care

You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope
When you are confused, I will help you cope

When you are lost, and can’t see the light
My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright
This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end

Perfection in my Eyes

2008-06-14T10:55:00.000+08:00

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

2008-06-13T22:34:00.001+08:00

Bukan tak ada lelaki yang nak kat saya...
Ramai....
Tapi, saya masih menunggu dia....
Setelah dia tinggalkan saya, saya telah rosakkan diri saya....
Rosakkan masa depan saya....
Saya tahu saya BODOH....
Tapi saya lost! LOST!!!!

2008-06-13T22:32:00.002+08:00

Saya sangat merindui dia....
Merindui senyuman dia....
Merindui gelak tawa dia...
Merindui belaian dia...
Merindui segalanya tentang dia.....

Masih adakah walau secebis harapan untuk saya bersama dengannya semula.....

Fadhli, u driving me insane......

Him and him

2008-05-22T16:52:00.003+08:00

I am thinking him
Right now

Not only right now
every single minutes
Every single hour
I'd remembered him

Im look like stupid girl
Waiting and still waiting for him

Is he remember me?

The songs by Kerispatih "Mengenangmu' playing in my mind.

*gloomy*

Fragile

2008-05-14T17:04:00.004+08:00

Take an easy way to ease pain

Cry
Shout out problem to the wrong person
Singing
Clubbing
Drunk
Having sex

But its all totally the way u will go to HELL

Read Qoran
Pray
Doa
Seeking for His blessings
Seeking for His love

Just try once
U'll find the happiness in ur life

still in love with him

2008-05-14T14:33:00.002+08:00

He hates me so much

He just hate me

I guess but i am not really sure

He said before i can be his frens
But now, he also cant hear my voice
Like my voice can damage his ears

He run run and run

Far from me now

I just hope that he can be so happy
Hope that God will blessing him always

I'll remember him
Forever
Till my last breath

And i dont think so
ANYBODY can replace him in my heart

NOBODY

2008-05-09T09:10:00.001+08:00

Entah perkara apa yang merunsingkan aku semalam,
Pagi ini aku seakan tiada 'mood'

Di dalam tren, waktu aku berjalan, hati aku menangis
Mungkin kerana terlalu memikirkannya
Mungkin kerana aku terlalu rindu padanya
Mungkin kerana aku merasa kekesalan yang teramat atas segala kesilapanku

Dan padah yang aku terima
Berupa kehilangan dia

Mungkin sahaja semua ini mempunyai hikmahnya
Jika tidak aku akan terus mendera hatinya
Aku tidak akan sedar yang aku menyeksa jiwanya
Aku perempuan yang selalu lupa pada diri

Kasihan dia
Kasihan sungguh kerana terpaksa melayan kerenahku

Dia memang layak memiliki bidadari
Dia layak memiliki lebih dari itu
Kerana bagiku dia umpama malaikat
Penerang jalan hidupku
Pembimbing diriku
Penghibur di kala aku dirundung kesedihan
Dekat denganku ketika aku keseorangan
Menghulurkan tangan ketika tiada siapa yang mampu
Penyeri hidupku

Tapi apa yang dia terima dariku
Hanyalah kesakitan
Kesedihan
Penderitaan

Layakkah aku untuk menagih cintanya kembali?
Wanita sepertiku memang tidak layak untuk mana-mana lelaki

Biar diriku sendiri
Meratapi kejahilan diri
Mengabadikan cintanya
Dan terkubur bersama

ENDLESS LOVE

2008-05-08T14:06:00.000+08:00

I sit alone in a room
Four walls around me but no roof
A thunder storm rolls in over my head
The harsh, cold rain of heel pours down
Falling from the sky, like the tears falling from my eyes

I call out for help
I want out of here
Screaming and screaming, but no one answers

Laying on the cold floor as the rain pours down
Soaking wet and angry
A shadow appears
Slowly it takes on a human shape

Walking across the room of hate
Too weak from crying to look up
I hear the familiar words "I love you"
Escape from your lips

You pick me up and hold me in you arms
I gather my strength
Just long enough to look into your eyes

You whisper "All the pain will go away"
Vowing to take me away from all of this
I just hope I can last long enough to live with you
Your love is all that keeps me going

I call out your name over and over again
Hoping you'll hear me and walk through my door

Please help me stay strong and make it through this
Don't take your love from me
For I will surely die from my pain
Keeping me happy is what you're good at

You've become my whole life
I hear God's calling
My world is slowly crumbling
Crumbling and falling down all around
Soon there will be nothing left

I run from place to place
Trying to find my happiness
I have found it but I can't have it
So many things running through my head

Tears forming in my eyes and roll down my cheeks
Splashing down below in the puddles of tears and rain
You gently wipe away my tears of pain
If only I could get away from all of this to be with you

"I love you" is all I can say now
And you whisper "We live it to takdir"
I drift off into a nightmare

One that i can't wake from
Because it's real and not a dream
This is my life .... a reality that I must face

I just wish you were here
To help me through all of this
I love you with all my heart
And will always do

THE SPEECH OF MY HEART

2008-05-08T13:48:00.002+08:00

Dont be scared
Just call my name
And i'll be there for you

Whatever happens in the past
Whatever you are
Whatever you did
Whoever you be frens with
My love will always for you

You are my everything
Nothing and nobody's cant replace you in my heart

My love is real, pure n sincere

I'll do anything just to make u happy
Love the things that can make u smile n cheer up

I can be ur fren, ur soulmate, ur everythings
If i had to choose between loving you and breathing,
then i'll use my last breath to tell you that i love you so much

I love you with all my heart
Love you for the rest of my life

GOODBYE MY LOVER, GOODBYE MY FRENS

2008-05-08T12:22:00.000+08:00

I've been living my alone
Tryin to get out of my life
But after all this
I cant help myself
But miss you

You're once a dream that came true
An illusion that turned to reality

But suddenly,
Things turned differently
The way they used to be
Until such time
I have no choice
But to let you go

You're the reaon for my sleepless nights
Coz you keep stayin on my mind
I cant help myself from crying
Coz i'm missing you so much

All the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
All the memories are still preserve in my mind

I miss you so much
I cant hide the fact
That i'm still in love with you

My life will never be the same again
Now that you're gone
I'll be trapped in this loneliness forever
Unless a GUY like you will BLOOM into my life again

The pain of losing you
Is still fresh in my brain
Even after a long time
Everyday my heart feels the pain

Will we ever be together again,
I say i sob and mope as each day passes,
I LOSE a little HOPE
I'll always miss you........
hold these words true

My heart is broken in so many parts....
Do i still have a place in your heart?

goodbye forever......
MY PRECIOUS MOMENT